The hard times...

So lately, I have been worrying about money and being able to afford the wedding. We came down to the wire on paying our house payment and still we are waiting for our tax return, which will help tremendously. But, the bad news is that I had to cancel my health insurance because we simply could not afford it. And of course, as fate would have it...I am sick! It always happens that way. Luckily, the doctor that I work for is willing to treat me for a discounted fee, which helps. But I am still having womanly problems. My cycle has never really been regular, but the past five months or so, its been 3 weeks late...2 weeks early...and now I am 3 weeks late again. All three times have been very painful, but when I got checked out, the OB/GYN said that everything seems fine. I, however beg to differ. I am concerned about ovarian cysts and really dont want to go through surgery for it. But, there is nothing I can really do about it, but pray and hope that this time around, it wont be so painful! Today, I am going to work, then off to take care of Grandma and make cookies for Holly. Hopefully, I wont pass on my cold. Love you all and God bless!